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I Am Published

A wanton girls random scribblings that she pretends are writing

You don’t need water to feel like you’re drowning, do you?

—Jodi Picoult (via fluffynips)

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Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain.

—Johanna de Silentio  (via lindsaychrist)

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The reasons we procrastinate are because of either fear, uncertainty or/and having a perfectionist attitude.

—(via psych-facts)

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Dear Bored And Lacking Drive,

When you say “top international publication” what I think is this: Fuck publications, and being on top. I’m a career bottom. They can take me however they want me, as long as they don’t force me to move with purpose and authority. I’m too lazy for that shit.

Fuck stuff that’s international, too, unless it smells good and you can eat it. And fuck the news cycle, too. Fuck those dipshits on “Newsroom” and their unbearable real-life counterparts. You know what I like? Small, pointless things.

—god, what an opening. I love Ask Polly. (via sashayed)

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wezzledezzle:

riiaeatsright:

Trying to stick to your goals? Here’s some tips! :)

it is so difficult for me to keep motivatedI let things get to me and its not good.But I try to keep going when i dont feel defeated.

wezzledezzle:

riiaeatsright:

Trying to stick to your goals? Here’s some tips! :)

it is so difficult for me to keep motivated
I let things get to me and its not good.
But I try to keep going when i dont feel defeated.

(via adventuresofastudentteacher)

donkos:

reading a foreign language: yeah
writing in a foreign language: ok
listening to a foreign language: wait
speaking in a foreign language: fuck

(via fannyann)

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1. Push yourself to get up before the rest of the world — start with 7 a.m., then 6 a.m., then 5:30 a.m. Go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sunrise.

2. Push yourself to fall asleep earlier — start with 11 p.m., then 10 p.m., then 9 p.m. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

3. Erase processed food from your diet. Start with no candy, chips, cookies, then erase pasta, rice, cereal and then bread. Use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

4. Get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. Fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. Sit and eat while doing absolutely nothing else.

5. Stretch. Start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. Roll your head, stretch your fingers, stretch everything.

6. Buy a 1L water bottle. Start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

7. Buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. Write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. No detail is too small.

8. Strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear drawer into the washing machine. Put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash everything. Then make your bed in full.

9. Organize your room. Fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor and light a beautiful candle.

10. Have a luxurious shower with your favorite music playing. Wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. Lather your whole body in moisturizer, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs and the back of your neck.

11. Push yourself to go for a walk. Take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. Smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. Bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. Realize how much you can learn from your dog.

12. Message old friends with personal jokes. Reminisce. Suggest a movie or sushi date soon, even if you don’t usually follow through, push yourself to follow through.

14. Think long and hard about what interests you. Crime? Sex? Chinese folklore? Long-forgotten romance etiquette? Find a book about it and read it. There is a book about literally everything.

15. Become the person you would ideally fall in love with. Let cars merge into your lane when driving. Pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. Stick your tongue out at babies. Compliment people on their cute clothes. Challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for an entire day, then two, then a week. Walk with straight posture. Look people in the eye. Ask people about their story. Talk to acquaintances so you become friends.

16. Lie in the sunshine and daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t possible. Breathe in, breathe out. Open your eyes and take small steps to make it happen for you.

16 Steps to happiness (via flowerous)

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Moms Love Me

You are so sweet

once in a ranch house in the Texan countryside
a mother handed me a dutch oven dirty from
dinner, knowing I’d wash it without being asked
and told me I was like family, I didn’t have to ask

I want him to marry a girl like you

why is every good thing just a uninvited highlight
reel of all the ways I used to love him, and the weight
of it being two years out and he still hangs on my
heart like a dairy cow’s ear tag, not meant to leave

I wish it would be you

But antlike
existence
crawls all over me Lord

and I cry out
if you call
this vise
quiet
a cry,
this riot
of needs and genes
an I.

Feelingly
among the
bones
and nerves
of sounds
I make my scathing
way.
Failingly
in church
or in the parked
car
before work
I try
to pray.

What might it mean
to surrender
to the wonder
nothing
means?

Not to end
with a little flourish
of earth.

Not to end

—Christian Wiman, from “More like the stars” (via invisibleforeigner)

wasbella102:

Parable of the Wise and the Foolish Virgins:  Friedrich Wilhelm Schadow

(detail) 1838-42 

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artmastered:

Bartolomé Esteban Murillo, The Virgin of the Rosary, c.1650-55

artmastered:

Bartolomé Esteban Murillo, The Virgin of the Rosary, c.1650-55

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